When it started I was on shaky ground, not sure if I were flying or sinking. The ground was soft at first and then abrupt, like coming upon a staggering cliff from the bottom not understanding how to get back up. I just kept staring upward wondering how to make a path given the terrain was muddy, full of slate and looming over me like a protective parent. For awhile I clawed at the wall until I was just too tired. I gave up and sunk into the base of the cliff in the softest nook I could find. It was almost comforting. Dark and soft, damp. It gathered me in its paw, and I let go. But then there was a little inch. A little flicker within. It was a part of me that refused. A little opposing magnet deep inside repelling against the dark, softness that surrounded. As I sat there motionless, it started to grow. Unbeknown to me that little inch started growing and attracting like-forces. It grew from within and without. Suddenly it jarred something loose, the dark, soft mud became cold and wet, suffocating. My body stirred. I opened my eyes.
Like waking to an alarm, I jolted out of my cave. And slowly started building myself, because I figured that if I was bigger then the cliff would not loom so heavily over me. I let that little inch magnify, thrust me into like energies which converged until I was a massive force. So strong. So big. I looked to the cliff and stared it in the eyes and presented MYSELF in all the TRUTH I could muster. The cliff melted into a soft, round, glassy piece of sweetness and presented itself as a step for me to elevate my new SELF.
I love this. Beautiful, beautiful words that bloomed from your beautiful, beautiful head.