{"id":91,"date":"2007-03-21T17:18:19","date_gmt":"2007-03-22T01:18:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/privatenook.com\/?p=91"},"modified":"2026-04-19T05:18:09","modified_gmt":"2026-04-19T13:18:09","slug":"crashing-in-the-surf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/?p=91","title":{"rendered":"Crashing in the Surf"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The last time I went to Mexico I spent awhile mastering the boogie board as I have found that I am terrified of huge waves (and by huge I mean anything larger than a ripple).\u00c2\u00a0 So there I was getting tossed around, upside down, sideways and headfirst into the sand by three foot waves crashing into the shore.\u00c2\u00a0 I was getting frustrated and scared.\u00c2\u00a0 Erik told me to just stand up, for God&#8217;s sake it&#8217;s only two feet deep!<\/p>\n<p>And so I did.\u00c2\u00a0 I stood up.<\/p>\n<p>Here I am getting pummeled by waves of emotion that send me spinning, upside-down, sideways and yet here I am letting myself eat sand instead of standing up.\u00c2\u00a0 I am gladly throwing myself into the ride of the waves, being taken into the loveliness of the smooth, refreshing emotions letting them caress me, carry me&#8230;. and wondering why i&#8217;m drowning with a mouth full of sand.<\/p>\n<p>But where are your legs within this analogy?\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;ve seemed to have lost them along the way&#8230; or forgotten completely how to use them.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I am really a mermaid!\u00c2\u00a0 and if that&#8217;s true, then all i have to master is breathing under the water with sand in my mouth&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The last time I went to Mexico I spent awhile mastering the boogie board as I have found that I am terrified of huge waves (and by huge I mean anything larger than a ripple).\u00c2\u00a0 So there I was getting &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/?p=91\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-91","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-the-beginning"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=91"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6069,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91\/revisions\/6069"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=91"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=91"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/privatenook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=91"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<!-- WP Super Cache is installed but broken. The constant WPCACHEHOME must be set in the file wp-config.php and point at the WP Super Cache plugin directory. -->