She’s standing in my way. Not letting me thru. Who is she? She stands in between of me and my dreams always distracting me from my path. She is waving a scrumptious treat in the air that will inevitably disrupt my path to good health. She is lusting over something yummy that I want too… do i give in to the temptations and wait for “next time” to assert some self control or do I fall into a good time… fall into the lust.
\nEverytime I make a statement, a goal, she is there staring me down in anticipation of the fall.\u00c2\u00a0 I won’t fall this time, its different.\u00c2\u00a0 I am determined.<\/p>\n
Daydreams of cherry blossoms, sunny days, tequila and loud laughter overwhelm my senses as a cookie is dangled under my nose. No, i say. and then i regret even though i feel powerful and strong.<\/p>\n
and then in the dark, silence abounds and i am daydreaming again about the cookie she stood there holding for me.<\/p>\n
Just a taste, i say.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
She’s standing in my way. Not letting me thru. Who is she? She stands in between of me and my dreams always distracting me from my path. She is waving a scrumptious treat in the air that will inevitably disrupt … Continue reading