Enveloped in a cloud, surrounded by sweet softness.\u00c2\u00a0 I hear a song escaping my heart in a long exhale.\u00c2\u00a0 It is about a girl lost in the wind. She is twisted up, confused but keeps her eyes open to take it all in.\u00c2\u00a0 In the end, with a whisper she fuses with the ether and becomes wind in form flowing, tickling all matter.\u00c2\u00a0 Upon the crescendo there are lights flickering, twinkling in my peripheral.\u00c2\u00a0 I am dizzy and feel faint, my breathing shallow and light. I don’t want to move out of fear that the disruption would stop the song that my heart so wants to sing.\u00c2\u00a0 The words fade but the feeling persists.<\/p>\n
I was given a gift once by someone who pushed and prodded at me, forcing the gift at me while I pondered the package.\u00c2\u00a0 I finally took it, hastily opening and not quite understanding exactly what I was looking at after the last of the wrapping was gone.\u00c2\u00a0 I knew it was given with love and at the time it was something I needed, but I am still unsure of what it was that captured me so completely.<\/p>\n
The song that I feel emanating makes my body ache because in truth I may have taken something that i wasn’t willing to give.\u00c2\u00a0 Or I gave something that I wasn’t willing to take.\u00c2\u00a0 Either way the gift is sitting on my heart blocking the way of my song.<\/p>\n
Now it is my turn to push and prod at myself, without direction or sense of righteousness i am left to decipher my own clues… breadcrumbs that I leave for myself unknowingly so that I may clear the way to my own heart and let the wind breath life and regenerate me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Enveloped in a cloud, surrounded by sweet softness.\u00c2\u00a0 I hear a song escaping my heart in a long exhale.\u00c2\u00a0 It is about a girl lost in the wind. She is twisted up, confused but keeps her eyes open to take … Continue reading