June 27th, 2007
A storm sets in around me. Whirling around as I facilitate the buzzing, the action, the drama. Its like a juggle, a dance. The rush and cool composure while chaos reigns and I stand still, in the middle of it all. I am the director. My focus stays on one thing while I maintain the others and they are flying around me in a haze as my gaze is constant.
As previously stated, the intention, the place of focus is where you will go. And I keep staring there, focused on that one thing wondering if I will complete the cycle. I move closer and closer still. Mindfully, blissfully, mouth-opened stare at the thing that sits there in my site. Like a fly being led to the light. A beacon that hypnotizes. I am drawn. I am a snake that is dancing to the flute, unaware of the possible dangers that may come.
The cloud of everything else is tangled in my hair and I am left to comb it out as I stare dumbfounded at this thing that I want.
June 5th, 2007
A murmur of energy congeals into a single unified thought. A cloud forms with a rumble. “There are so many possibilities, they are endless, infinite” Rain starts to seep from empty nothingness. The rain is pulled gravitationally in one direction. A mirror appears from the collection of rain and creates the illusion of rain continuing endlessly forever through the reflection. The mirror shatters into billions and billions of microscopic entities. Each one with its own identity. From the whole each entity separates and flows on its very own path.
I have been separated from the whole, on my very own path but aware that there are billions of paths that one bitty me can take. An infinite number of different types of planets, species, particles, forms. I am but one but still part of the whole. I am one possibility in an endless sea.
When I look at the endlessness of possibilities I am overwhelmed with excitement and conflicting heaviness that I want to try, feel, touch it all. And then I remember that there are others out there doing all the other things fulfilling their paths while I fulfill mine. In the end all possibilities will be lived, dreamed and shared. In the end we will return to the whole, unified once more as energy unified.
